2k11 Resolutions

Tadinya pengen bikin kaleidoskop 2010, tapi setelah gue liat-liat, tahun ini kok gue malah makin jarang posting blog ya? Pengaruh twitter nih kayaknya hehehe. Yaudah gue bikin resolusi/keinginan taun 2011 aja deh.

Taun 2011, gue mau:

- Jadi orang yang lebih baik (sebisa mungkin untuk semua orang). Ini sih nggak cuma gue doang ya yang mau, semua orang juga mau hehe.

- Lulus SMA dengan nilai yang memuaskan. Berlaku juga buat seluruh angkatan gue.

- Keterima di FSRD ITB.

- Ngurangin makan (apalagi makan makanan yang nggak sehat dan berlemak), perbanyak olahraga. Sumpah ini dari tahun lalu kok nggak jalan ya T_T

- Ketemu banyak orang baru yang asik, terus temenan deh. Make enemies is so last year yakan. *tsaaaah!*

- Main the Sims 3. Sampe detik ini gue belom pernah nyoba, ihik :">

- Ngurangin galau.

- Bisa gambar dan nulis dengan lebih baik. Peningkatan skill itu harus :D

- Punya pacar. Kalo bisa dia hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe.

.....Amin.

Selamat tahun baru 2011!

Pre-Transition

I was tweeting few days ago when I saw the first trending topic at the moment; #2010disappointments. Well, since Twitter only provides 140 characters, I think it won't be enough for me to write down all those #2010disappointments. Yep, there are so many things I'd like to share regarding the hashtag.

To be frank, I can say that 2010 is so not my year (unlike 2009 which I found exciting). I've experienced several major heartbreaks this year. Actually it's not like I didn't find a little sparks of happiness at all, in fact I did, but those weren't comparable to the pain I that I've got.

So what's the point?

Nothing. I just wanna share all the craps that I got during 2010. However, I believe that God always has His own reason for letting me through those hardships; some sort of blessing in disguise, maybe. Oh, prolly He hopes I will learned a lesson or two, thus makes me stronger.

Then here we are.. At the edge of year 2010. 2011 is about to come. I really really REALLY wish I'll get my reward and turning back point in 2011. You know I'll be graduating from high school and attending college in 2011. I mean, what's more relieving than graduating as a top-notch student and getting into the university you've been dreaming of?

May God grant my wish. And yours as well.

Amin :-)

Gondok segondok-gondoknya

Ceritanya, gue buka http://sketch.odopod.com

Trus gue gambar mumpung lagi mood, udah selese gitu yah susah-susah gue bikin, pas mau gue save.............................gue lupa sign in, begoooo

Yowes gue sign in dulu di tab baru, trus pas abis ngesave sketsa tadi, eh sketsa-nya nggak kesave! Ilang gitu aja -_- Sebel nggak tuh, gue bikin udah niat banget padahal -____________-

Masih sakit hati, akhirnya gue memutuskan untuk bikin sketsa baru yang gambarnya 11 12 lah sama sketsa gue yang sebelumnya.

Berhasil :D (lama & lumayan susah juga sih bikinnya)

no pict = hoax gan, makanya gue menyempatkan untuk printscreen

Trus gue save deh..

Generating preview..

Gue tungguin

Saving sketch..

Masih gue tungguin

Dan akhirnyaaaa..

Sketch could not be saved

BANGSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD T_____T

Gue coba berkali-kali tetep aja kayak gitu

Trauma deh gue, lantas hasrat untuk sketching disitu pun lenyap

I'm being so menye at the moment

Well, I was in that 'galau' state, mellodramatic state, whatever-- you name it

And I was doing nothing but curling up under my blanket and listening to the song

While I'm being surrounded by grief

This is one of the songs I've been listening to on and on,

Warning Sign by Coldplay.

A warning sign,

I missed the good part then I realized,
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is,
I miss you
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so

A warning sign,
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by,
And you were an island to discover

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what state I'm in,
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones,
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is,
I miss you
Yeah the truth is,
That I miss you so

And I'm tired,
I should not have let you go

So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes, I crawl back into your open arms...

See the bolded words?

It quite represents my feeling, blah

Fukkin feeling!