Pardon my ramblings, just skip this post if you like, I don't think it'd be interesting to read.
So a few moments ago I just realized that today is June 13.
June 13.
Exactly a year ago, in an unexpected place, I met this particular guy whose smile melts my heart, whose gaze makes my heart skipped a beat, whose presence blows butterflies in my stomach.
Yes, it's been a year since he stole my heart-- no, I gave it to him. But yet, he considers me as nothing more than just a friend. I didn't only experience several heartbreaks during that one year, but also good memories. A year is not a short period of time. Well it's not the longest time in my record to be in love with someone, though. I haven't seen him in a while-- probably for 5 months, and our last meeting was not a pleasant one. You just have no idea how much I miss him. Actually I no longer want to commemorate today since something happened, but then.. I think I have something for today. This song, clearly depict my feelings for him. A relatively old song, but it's still good to my ears.
It's Shiver by Coldplay.
So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me
'Cause you say you see straight through me, don't you?
But on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waitin' in line, just to see if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
But I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you
So you know how much I need you
But you never even see me, do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?
And on and on
From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep
I'll be there by your side; just you try and stop me
I'll be waiting in line, just to see if you care, if you care
Oh…
Did you want me to change?
Well I'd change for good
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say…
Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
Sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waitin' for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah I'll always be waiting for you, for you
I will always be waiting…
And it's you I see but you don't see me
And it's you I hear so loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you
So I look in your direction
But you pay me no attention
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me
Deep down my chest, something is aching.
