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Ikatan Pelajar Sukses

Alhamdulillah gue naik dan masuk IPS hahaha (y)
Sekarang tinggal nepatin nazar gue deh :3
Oh iya rencananya mau mesen kelas biar sekelas sama Ipeh, Acul, Rama, si Acul juga minta biar sekelas sama Ardel & Budi hehe, doain aja bisa yaa..
Enaknya sos 1 apa sos 3 ya?
Hmm yang jelas udah lega banget bangetan gue sekarang~
Tapi malesnya bakal ketemu banyak anak Ababil deh, zz
Okay, see you in social class ya :DDD

Anxious, Really Much!

Akhirnya.. lepas dari writer's block. Dan berhasil ngepost ini.
Jam 10 tadi gue baru sampe rumah, balik dari Brewww! Cafe Kemang, ada acara nge-jam buat anak Galan gitu yang diselenggarain anak-anak angkatan 2009, namanya Thirsty Jane. Gue kesana bareng Acul sama Putu Dita, balik juga sama mereka (budidayakan menebeng). Tapi jujur aja gue kurang enjoy sama acaranya, bukan karena gimana-gimana tapi karena gue terlampau stress mikirin besok, my judgement day -___- atau bahasa Indonesianya: bagi raport kenaikan kelas.
Rasanya nggak tenang. Gelisah banget. Kepikiran terus.
Yaa sama lah kayak lo yang pengeeeen banget masuk IPA tapi nilai calon IPS.
Ya Allah, moga-moga aja gue naik kelas. Harus. Amin
Kalo gue naik, puasa nazar deh 3 hari, insya Allah.
Rasanya itu kayak digantung di sebatang ranting yang rapuh di pinggir tebing yang curam, bawahnya ada jurang atau sungai yang isinya penuh dengan piranha, buaya, apalah.
Dan sekarang gue cuma bisa berdoa supaya ada seseorang yang nyelametin gue dari atas tebing, atau bawa helikopter, biar nggak jatoh.
Hufh, I hope so. Belom pernah lho gue se-nggak-tenang ini, jangan-jangan ntar gue nggak bisa tidur lagi.
Lebay? Nggak juga, emang kayak gini, mau gimana lagi.
Doain gue deh guys semoga gue naik. Gue doain semoga yang pengen IPA masuk IPA, yang pengen IPS masuk IPS, dan naik kelas semua sama gue juga, amin!




<--- tampang gue kira-kira kayak gini, atau lebih suram lagi ya? zz

Get to Know Yourself Better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.


that was mine, what's yours?
http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Kuro Hanabi Goes to GJ UI

Yak, akhirnya hari Minggu kemaren (14/06) gue bisa juga ke GJ UI hihi. Jam 9 lewat gue berangkat dari rumah sendiri disupirin naik mobil, nggak bareng anak-anak Kuro Hanabi --semacem J-club di sekolah gue. FYI, ini bunkasai pertama gue sama Kuro Hanabi lho hehe. Gue sampe di FIB UI nya jam 10, dan itu masih sepi hahaha. Anak-anak Kuro yang lain belom ada yang sampe, kecuali gue dan beberapa anak Kuro yang ikut vocal group buat pembukaan (Carissa, Dita, Dewi, kak Pandan XI A 4). Karena mereka mesti standby di backstage, akhirnya gue -sendirian tentunya- baca-baca komik bikinan yang dipajang aja sambil nungguin anak Kuro yang lain dateng. Baru deh beberapa lama kemudian dateng rombongannya Adit senpai, Ferry senpai, Habibie senpai sama satu lagi siapa yak lupa gue namanya - -a. Abis muter-muter bentar terus kita ke depan panggung, ketemu sama Suko senpai, Ayu senpai (bucho) & Mahdiyana. Terus dateng juga rombongannya Dewi E. sama anak-anak X-J kayak Yoga, Nimas, Dwi, dan lain lain. Oh iya, ada Clarissa senpai sama Uchi senpai juga, Uchi senpai cosu jadi Austria-nya Hetalia sama temen-temen rombongan cosplayer Hetalia-nya. Alumni juga ada, tapi gue nggak afal nama-namanya haha.
Pembukaan GJ UI, kita langsung maju ke front row karena yang tampil vocal group nya anak Kuro tadi hehe. Oke deh skip aja ya karena nggak mau posting panjang-panjang -- overall, acaranya bagus, makanannya apalagi hahaha gila makan 3 kali gue disana, Greaaat I spent my money mostly only for foods and beverages - -" stand-stand yang di bagian bazaarnya juga oke lah, walau gue cuma beli kalung, sama gantungan hp buat nii-chan. Pengisi acaranya keren meeen, ada Amakusa, Zeal, Murasaki, X-Shibuya, Miyabi (yang ini band bukan bintang bokep oke -..-) dan lain lain. Malah Carissa sempet diajak naik ke panggung pas band apa gitu & nyanyi sebentar hihi. Sayang, cosplay nya sedikit mengecewakan. Seinget gue, gue palingan cuma foto sama Kon-nya Bleach, Sebastian & Ciel-nya Kuroshitsuji. Dari anak Kuro sendiri yang cosu cuma Uchi senpai, kak Pandan (jadi Seychelles-nya Hetalia), Dita (jadi Yasogami student-nya Persona), Carissa (jadi Otonashi Saya-nya Blood+ waktu pake seragam) & Adit senpai (jadi Ichigo Kurosaki-nya Bleach, tapi setengah-setengah -,-). Oh iyaaaaaa, tapi untungnya ada satu yang sangat sangat eye-catchy (setuju kan anak Kuro yang cewek?), cakep beneeeeeer pokoknya entah dia cosplayer apa bukan, dan gue Dita & Carissa pun sampe niat nyariin buat minta foto bareng hihihi. Akhirnya pas ketemu langsung aja kita foto bareng berdua-berdua, dan pas bagian gue foto sama gue tuh cuma gue yang dirangkul HAHAHA. Maaf ya Dit, Car, it seems that goddess of fortune was on my side that day *evil grin* Oh iya Suko senpai juga sempet foto & salaman sama dia, namanya Ryan, tapi sayang alamat fb lupa ditanyain - -;
Yaudah skip lagiiiii, gue dan yang lain balik jam 5an, ah nggak sempet liat kembang apinya deh, yaudahlah lagian besoknya (15/06) gue masih harus jadi panitia classmeet. Eh ternyata alumni Kuro banyak yang ikut, sayang Genta & Ipeh nggak ikut. Well, I'm looking forward for my next events with Kuro Hanabi :3

atas: Clarissa senpai, Dita, Carissa, gue, Mahdiyana, Ayu senpai (bucho), Aldo senpai
bawah: Ferry senpai & Adit senpai

p.s.: sorry for the lacks of photo upload, cuma punya foto dikit -__-

Iseng

One fine sunny day, Anna was sitting in a comfy swing chair on the terrace, knitting a sky blue sweater for her little son. As she sighed and looked into the sky, she felt a presence near her.
There he is, a death angel (also known as grim reaper) was standing next to her. He held a big scythe and wore a long black cloak that covering all his body. Anna couldn't speak at the moment, she only stared shock at him.
"What do you want?" Anna asked in depressed tone, trying hard to speak.
"I come to pick you up," the death angel replied with his hard, creepy voice.
"But why? I'm not going to die today!" Shouted Anna.
The death angel smirked. "Are you sure?"
"Yes! I still have so many things to do. My family needs me. I also wanna see my son grow up as well. I won't die yet.." Anna started to cry.
"But it shown in my schedule that you, Anna Summerstone, gonna die by today," said the death angel.
"No, maybe I'm not Anna Summerstone you were looking for,"
The death angel shook his head. "Nope, I've checked the data several times and yeah it's you,"
Anna breathed deep. "If that so.. May we do some bargain?"

A months later
Now Anna feels relieved.
The death angel now have a new clothes, sky blue colored.
The death angel now won't come for awhile, maybe someday, a half century later.
And Anna should buy some new wools to knit his son a new sweater.

Personality Q & A

this one goes from Sitsull.

What is your current obsession?
Simply to achieve a better life, to solve a problem I've been made by myself *sigh*

What is your weirdest obsession?
I wish I could be invisible whenever it necessary.. lol

What are you wearing today?
Hmm my Wednesday's school uniform, a baby blue-white baseball tee and a fuchsia short.

What’s for dinner today?
I think I'm not going to have a dinner.. I've ate a plate of bread and noodle this evening :p

Why is today special?
Hey.. Did I say that today is special? But if I have to say so, well it's because one problem between two of my special friends has finished :D Now, one more to go.

What would you like to learn to do?
Loads! Writing and drawing more goodly, upgrade my brain, and so on, and so on..

What’s the last thing you bought?
Let me think.. Uhm probably some snacks I've brought in my school canteen this morning.

What are you listening to right now?
Kutsuzure by Ryoji Matsuda. Do you know this song? I hope you do.

What is your favorite weather?
Cloudy or rainy day, as long as I'm indoor. I don't like rain for its wetness but I do like rain for its ambience.

What is your most challenging goal right now?
To pass the 10th grade and to get rid of my seriously-acute-procrastinating problem. Wish me luck guys

What do you think about the person who tagged you?
Honestly I don't really know her so all I could say is that she is a seemingly-kind girl ;)

If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
In a quiet, homey place where I feels safe everytime with everything and everyone I need.

What would you like to have in your hands right now?
A fine laptop.. or a whistle. It's okay if you don't understand what I'm talking about

What would you like to get rid of?
As I mentioned before, my seriously-acute-procrastinating problem and an unsolved problem of mine that I should finished tomorrow with a good end.

If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
What? For the next hour? Noooo! I'm still have a thing to do here, haha. But if you give me another days, then I'd choose Japan, or just Batam to visit my dearly brother :)

Which language do you want to learn?
Mostly Japanese.. But French and Germany is also okay.

What do you look for in a friend?
As long as they kind and friendly enough for me, then it's okay. Oh and the most important thing is they should also really wants to befriends with me <3>

Who do you want to meet in person?

My brother (not my 'half brother', okay -_-). God I really really miss him

What’s your favorite type of music?
Depends on my mood, I could be so mellow at a time but I also could be so upbeaty. So whatever fits with my mood and appetite (I hates melayu-total and so), I would love them.

What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
Tees and skinny jeans

What is your dream job?
Work in mass media or whatever that relates to art and writing.

Any favorite models?
Alexa Chung!

If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
Anything I need by now, uhmm maybe a new nice cellphone? Ahaha.

Favorite designer?
I'm not too brand-minded.. So whoever the designer is, I don't really mind.

Fashion pet peeve?
What is 'peeve' anyway? - -"

Do you admire anyone’s style?
Yeah, some

Describe your personal style
Simple. Maybe too simple (?). And usually two-colored. zz

Tag?
1. Ira
2. Dea
3. Enna
4. Ipeh
5. You & anyone who wants to copy-edit then put this on their blog

Mood Refresher

RAN's new single, taken from QueenBee's movie soundtrack. Check it out ;3



Katanya ini lagu cuma dibikin seminggu lho. Wow

My Top 10 Bad Habits List

Eh, gue dapet pr dari Ipeh & Ira.

The rules are:
1. First, make a top 10 list of the bad habits that you dislike.
2. Second, list the reasons why you dislike those bad habits as mentioned in point 1.
3. Thirdly, tagged 10 other bloggers.

Sooooooooo.. Here we go!

My top 10 bad habits;

1. Really really sleepyhead
Durasi tidur gue nggak main-main lho, apalagi kalo pas hari libur, bisa sampe setengah hari lebih -,-

2. A bit insomniac
Nggak tau kenapa sejak masuk SMA pola tidur gue jadi kacau, kalo tidur maleeem banget. Sekarang mungkin gue tidur paling cepet jam 10an, paling lambat jam 3 dini hari, nggak peduli walau besoknya sekolah.

3. Lazy
Males belajar, males olahraga, males masuk, males ngerjain pr, males mandi, males ketemu orang.. Haaaaah ini sih nggak usah ditanya ya, hehe

4. Procrastinator
Nunda-nunda kerjaan terus, nggak tau kenapa. Baru deh pas deadline-nya gue 'melek'. zz

5. Plin plan
Paling bingung kalo suka nentuin pilihan, nyokap sama kakak gue yang cewek cukup sering ngomel kalo gue nggak bisa tegas atau masih bingung nentuin mau makan apa atau mau beli barang yang mana. Kalo udah nentuin pilihan, terkadang gue tergoda sama pilihan yang lain dan mikir 'aduh kayaknya yang itu bagus juga'. Dan ini berlaku buat hal-hal lain -_______-

6. Penghilang barang
Gue heran aja, barang-barang kepunyaan gue tuh kalo lagi nggak dibutuhin muncul, giliran lagi dicari eh malah nggak ada. Gue juga suka lupaan naro barang dimana.

7. Bukan pencari yang baik
Misalnyau gue nanya, "Pa, gunting kuku dimana?" Bokap jawab, "Di tas papa kayak biasanya," Lalu gue pun mengaduk-aduk isi tas bokap tapi nggak nemu gunting kuku juga. Terus gue debat dikit sama bokap karena gue bilang di tasnya nggak ada gunting kuku sedangkan bokap bersikeras bilang ada. Sampe akhirnya gue cari lagi dan ternyata emang ADA, guenya yang nggak teliti -,- Kejadian kayak gini berulang-ulang terus.

8. Paling nggak bisa liat ada makanan enak nganggur
Misalnya menu hari ini makanan kesukaan gue, oke pas abis selese makan ternyata masih ada sisa di meja. Walau gue udah makan seporsi, karena ngeliat makanan itu yang seakan bilang "ayo habiskan aku! daripada sayang kebuang", maka gue pun mengesampingkan berat badan dan menghabiskan makanan itu T_T

9. Sensitif
Gue paliiiiing nggak suka kalo ada orang yang nge-judge gue sembarangan. Pasti gue langsung sensi berat sama orang itu. Padahal gue jarang sebel sama orang.

10. Sedikit obsesif
Apa yang gue mau, pokoknya HARUS gue dapetin. Akibatnya gue jadi egois untuk ngedapetin itu. Dan kalo nggak bisa dapetin, biasanya gue langsung jadi badmood, nangis-nangis dan marah-marah.


Tags:
1. Luna
2. Tya
3. Vina
4. Kak Anis
5. Faidil
6. Sitsull
7. Genta
8. You
9. Anyone
10. Yang mau ngambil aja deh pokoknya

Sebuah Kisah Klasik

Jabat tanganku, mungkin untuk yang terakhir kali
Kita berbincang tentang memori di masa itu
Peluk tubuhku usapkan juga air mataku
Kita terharu seakan tidak bertemu lagi

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na waktu ini yang 'kan kita banggakan di hari tua

Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan
Sampai jumpa kawanku
S'moga kita selalu
Menjadi sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan

Bersenang-senanglah
Kar'na hari ini yang 'kan kita rindukan
Di hari nanti...

Mungkin diriku masih ingin bersama kalian
Mungkin jiwaku masih haus sanjungan kalian


Ini lagunya Sheila on 7 gue dedikasiin buat kelas X-F tahun ajaran 2008/2009 SMAN 39, mwah :*

Minggu Perjuangan

Review UB 4! Uoooh!

Senin
Kimia - Parah kayak taun lalu. Malah menurun. Gila, malu maluin bangsa dan negara banget deh guaaa zz
Geografi - Soalnya sama persis kayak tahun lalu, ahaha. Lancar lah, nggak sampe setengah jam juga jadi. Bener-bener obat penawar abis ngerjain kimiong - -"
Sejarah - Sama kayak geografi, soal-soalnya kayak taun lalu cuma ada yang beda dan diacak. Ahelah tapi banyak yang lupa nih

Selasa
Biologi - Cukup banyak soalnya yang diambil dari taun lalu (ini yang bikin emang males apa gimana?). Tapi hasil mengecewakan, padahal gue udah yakin, banyak yang bilang sih kayaknya salah di kunci jawabannya.
Kewarganegaraan - Kayaknya emang yang bikin soal males nih - -" lagi-lagi sama kayak taun lalu. Cih, tau gitu gue afalin aja jawabannya, banyak yang nembak kan jadinya, ngok
Bahasa Inggris - Kata seorang temen sekelas gue: mau dapet 4 juga nilai bahasa inggris di raport kita mah pasti tetep bagus HAHAHA. Emang sih, kelas X-F gitchu -,- Tapi tetep lah, serius gue ngerjainnya. Quite easy :3

Pusing -____-

Thoughts of Being Wrongfully Considered

Tell me, is it fair if peoples judge you wrong while they don't even know you better than your friends?

Halo dunia, dan kamu, iya termasuk kamu yang lagi baca tulisan ini, gue cuma pengen ngomong sesuatu.
Masih bersangkutan dengan postingan gue yang ini.
Pernah belajar sosiologi, 'kan? Kalo udah, pasti tau Teori Labeling yang di bab Perilaku Menyimpang dan Sikap Antisosial pas kelas X, dong? Kalo nggak tau atau lupa, oke gue kasitau aja yaa.
"Menurut Edwin M. Lemert, seseorang melakukan perilaku menyimpang karena proses labeling (pemberian cap, julukan, predikat atau merek) yang diberikan masyarakat pada dirinya. Pada awalnya seseorang melakukan penyimpangan baik sengaja maupun tidak sengaja yang dinamakan penyimpangan primer (primary deviation). Dalam penyimpangan primer ini si pelaku masih diterima secara sosial. Namun seringkali pelaku penyimpangan primer itu mendapat julukan atau mengalami proses labeling dari masyarakat. Sebagai tanggapan terhadap pemberian cap oleh orang lain tersebut, pelaku penyimpangan kemudian mendefinisikan dirinya sebagai penyimpang dan mengulangi lagi perilaku menyimpangnya atau melakukan penyimpangan sekunder (secondary deviation) sehingga ia mulai menganut suatu gaya hidup menyimpang." -dikutip dari buku Sosiologi gue-
Nah, dan menurut gue, itu mungkin agak sama kayak kondisi gue sekarang. Orang-orang sekarang ngecap gue player. Kalo gue jadi player beneran yang mau tanggung jawab siapa?
Terserah mereka lah, kalo mereka merasa dirinya hakim dan yang paling bener. Gue ngerasa kalo mereka cuma belom kenal gue aja. Coba kalo mereka kenal gue dari SMP, apa mereka bakal ngomong kayak gitu? Mereka 'kan nggak tau gimana sabarnya gue menghabiskan 3 taun masa SMP gue dengan setia sama cuma 2 orang cowok (masing-masing 1,5 taun) terus dikecewain dan patah hati terus? Kalo perlu baca postingan gue tentang si Cunguk yang ini ini ini dan ini deh buat detailnya. Terus sekarang mereka bilang gue player? Hahaha, pas gue ceritain ke temen gue yang udah agak lama kenal gue aja dia sampe ketawa gitu -,-
Gue, pada dasarnya, sangat-amat sensitif sama apa yang orang pikirin tentang gue. Ini juga yang menyebabkan kadang gue suka nggak PD an. Tapi kali ini gue nggak bisa diem lah kalo mereka udah nge judge gue kayak gitu, dan yang gue kecewa ternyata ada salah satu orang yang cukup gue respekin nge judge gue kayak gitu juga. Waktu telponan sama Luna kemaren, gue sempet nanya-nanya dikit sama dia dan ternyata dia sempet mengalami kurang lebih hal yang sama; dia di cap nggak enak sama orang gara-gara gaulnya sama cowok terus. Gue pikir; laaaah emang salah kalo gaul sama cowok? Kenapa sih sama orang-orang sekarang? *sigh*
Oke mungkin tindakan gue ngebacot disini terbilang pengecut ya. Gue juga sadar kalo gue juga salah. Tapi seandainya di pengadilan ya, gue bakal ngeluarin semua yang tertahan di pikiran gue, speak up, dan temen-temen gue yang udah ngerti gue aslinya kayak apa bakal gue bawa semuanya buat jadi saksi! Halah, jadi esmosi gini lagi kan gue. Gue bukannya nggak suka nerima kritikan, gue malah suka kok, karena kritikan itu kan ada biar kita bisa evaluasi/instrospeksi diri. Tapi apa kabar kalo kritikannya asal gitu? Ke laut aja!

Cessi is signing out, ciao!